nice place to belongs - FMA 2016

Well, when I was at semester 3, my friend said: “Forum Muslim Angkatan is a nice place for you to belongs.” Well then, I finally realize it’s super true! I agreed.

Day by day getting so hard to you if you through you day alone. especially when you feel down, no one knows how’s your feeling. But there are friends. Friends that giving you some cheerful smile, words and act to you that makes you happy. Place that you will find there are friends that you had are at same jokes level with you. Laughing about something that you can understand, not about just laughing for formality. Place when you talk about everything, it is like waters, everything we talk is flow. Talk about random things, until talk about how’s life after we die.

Well, it’s kind of giving you positive energy when you are in that place. Giving you (maybe some implicit warning) because people around you are good people. If you do bad things, you will feel anxious and feel guilty. Feels like ‘well, people around me are good people so i must do good things too’

Just wanna say thank you to God for giving me a chance to know them in my campus life. Hope our bonds will getting more strength!

Will we become that Cumlaude Students?

think before you act

Well, silence doesn’t mean people are doing nothing. Silence doesn’t mean people aren’t contributes anything. But silence means something.
When everyone asking me: “well, why are you so quiet?” well, the thing is: I’m thinking about what I want to talk, afraid to hurt someone, don’t know what to talk to, randomly thinking about something, tired of everything, or just love to listening.
Do you remembered our Prophet said “just silence or talk good things.”?
Well, are you the typical of  if you do / talk about something then you will think: “what will happens if I do this? What the effect will other people feels if I do that?”
If you not, well you should do that for everything that you will do. Remember words “think before you act”? THIS. Because if you do reckless things, well, the effect is not about yourself, but about others too.
Remember the words: “Slander is more cruel than a murder”? well because words: it really affects someone life. Wheather it will affect good things or bad things. The good things: that people who getting judge will become someone who will get up and trying to fix their image, but the bad things is some people maybe just want to disappear for their life. Well, it also affects people around them for giving bad image for them.
Well all I wanna say at this post is: think before you talk & act. Because it will give impact to others people life. Trying not to dominant, give others people chance to talk, think others life. “WE instead of ME”

photo: https://theartoffoood.wordpress.com/2015/03/07/reframe-think-before-you-act/

the important of support

Everyone has their weakness and all we can do as their circle is: support. Well, maybe support just a formality for part of us. but for me, it's important. and maybe also for others. if others people give cheerfulness for me, it's kind of booster.

 I remembered when I want to presented my task about organization, some of my friends told me to cheer up. “Just calm down, like you always do.” Well, although I always chill and calm, actually I just trying to hide my panics and trying to invisible. Because I don’t want to makes other people more panics and more afraid of the situation will worst. But for that day, I’m afraid I can’t do my best, can’t presents the best, can’t makes others happy, and I’m afraid that I will disappoint other people. At the middle of my afraid situations, I received messages from my friends that told me: ‘u are the best, u can do it, u can pass this’ and so on. Really, my feels… thanks God to give me chance to had kind friends. Really, believe me. Just ‘a little’ support can boost yourself to believe that all you do is all you can pass. Well, before the presentation feels so down. But after that I’m in good mood and my confidence increased well. Even the result isn’t that expected, but well other quotes say: this too shall pass!

Just wants to share about supports, especially from people around us, is really important! Well, I suggest we must become cheerful to our family, friends, and other people. Even though it is just a formality, but we don’t know the impact for people that we care of. Have a nice day everyone!

x

Serunya Main Ombak di Anyer!

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terbangun dengan kekagetan karena kesiangan. Waktu menunjukkan pukul setengah 6. "Ya Allah telaaattt!!" Berniat untuk jalan dari rumah jam 5.30 dan kemudian gue baru bangun jam 5.30. Yak. Panik banget parah.

Kemudian gue langsung bergegas untuk bersiap-siap dan memesan abang ojek online untuk pergi ke stasiun. Tenang tenang, gue masih sempet mandi kok. Walaupun mandinya mandi kilat.

Sesampainya di stasiun gue melihat Whatsapp di layar ponsel dipenuhi dengan obrolan teman-teman Bazma yang sudah sampai di titik kumpul. Yap, kemarin pada tanggal 9, 10, 11 Maret 2018, teman-teman Bazma berkumpul untuk Silaturrahmi atau Gathering bersama di Patra Anyer Comfort. Dan gue: telaaaatt!

Gue sudah berfirasat akan ditinggalkan karena gue telat. Padahal jam 7 itu titik kumpulnya di Jakarta. Dan jam 7 gue masih di stasiun Depok. Pukul 7.30 gue masih di Pondok Cina, gue benar-benar sudah pasrah akan ditinggal. Gue mulai mencari-cari alternatif untuk mencari transportasi darat untuk menuju Anyer. Mulai dari naik kereta lokal, hingga naik angkot disana. Gue benar-benar sudah siap untuk menjelajahi perjalananan mandiri dan gue sangat tidak apa-apa apabila gue benar-benar ditinggalkan. Gue langsung teringat pada mata kuliah Creative Thinking, untuk menemukan insight baru mungkin lo bisa melakukan hal-hal baru yang sebelumnya belum pernah dilakukan, misal melewati jalan yang baru dan berbeda dari biasanya. Nah, siapa tau gue bisa menemukan sesuatu hal yang baru karena gue menjelajahi jalan yang baru.

Tak lama kemudian, kak Riski menelepon gue kalau jam 8 banget itu busnya jalan, kalau masih gak sampai di TKP, gue disarankan untuk mencoba hubungi mba Zeni yang katanya menyusul datangnya sore hari. Ponsel gue muncul sebuah chat Whatsapp dari kak Siti, bukan karena dia telat, tapi karena ternyata dia harus bimbingan siang hari, sehingga dia harus menyusul. "Alhamdulillah ada barengannya." kata gue dalam hati. Gue dan kak Siti ngobrol lewat chat perihal kapan dan bagaimana kita akan menyusul. Kak Siti bilang katanya bisa naik bus primajasa untuk sampai ke Anyer. Gue nurut-nurut saja lantaran gue juga gak pernah naik angkutan umum ke Anyer.

Alhamdulillahnya lagi, gue dan kak Siti mendapat kabar baik bahwa ternyata ada rombongan kakak-kakak Bazma yang naik mobil ke sana pada sore harinya. Karena masih pagi, gue akhirnya memutuskan untuk kembali ke kampus lantaran memang kebetulan gue ada tugas kampus yang belum dikerjakan. Sehingga gue tidak gabut-gabut amat menunggu hingga sore hari.

Singkatnya, gue berangkat bersama dengan kakak-kakak Bazma lainnya menggunakan mobil ke Anyer. Sampai disana pukul 9 malam, kami langsung disambut oleh kak Taufik --kakak yang jago banget mendongeng-- dan dipersilakan untuk makan malam. Usai makan, kami langsung masuk ke dalam ruangan aula untuk mengikuti materi. Pada materi kali ini, gue sadar banyak banget hal-hal kecil yang sebenarnya bisa kita lakukan untuk memulai suatu gerakan. Melihat teman-teman sekeliling melakukan hal yang super hebat, gue pun jadi bertanya-tanya kepada diri sendiri: apa ya hal yang harusnya gue lakukan juga untuk membangun negeri kita? And this questions terus menghantui gue.
Hari kedua adalah hari yang cukup padat. Karena rangkaian seharian ini diisi oleh para pemateri yang ciamik. Ada Pak Ihsanudin Usman (Human Resources dari Pertamina), Pak Susilo selaku Ketua Umum Bazma, Mas Rendhi serta Mas Anjas yang tentu dari pihak Pertamina juga. Dari keseluruhan pemateri, ada beberapa catatan point-point dalam kehidupan yang tidak boleh terlupakan. Seperti perihal tidak boleh sombong, memikirkan masa depan, belajar dengan sungguh-sungguh dan menggunakan hati dalam menjalankan segala hal, hingga memperbanyak kemampuan dengan sering ikut berbagai macam organisasi. Dengan berorganisasi, kita bisa belajar banyak hal, mulai dari perencanaan organisasi, menetapkan target, mengelola keuangan, dan bahkan kita belajar perihal kepemimpinan melalui organisasi. Dari sesi materi ini, we also must had targets in our lifes. Harus memiliki perencanaan dan paham apa yang diperjuangkan. Karena seringkali memang kita melakukan sesuatu hal, tapi belum mengerti sebenarnya apa sih tujuan dan perencanaan kita kedepannya? Dari para pemateri pula, gue belajar tentang hal penting dalam hidup ini yang seharusnya kita lakukan dalam segala hal. Yaitu ikhlas dan bersyukur. Karena rezeki Allah yang atur, kita tidak perlu takut untuk merasa kekurangan.
At the night, there was a night performance for every scholar. We had to performs at the stage to presents something. For UI, we prepared a mini-drama about Bazma Scholars life HEHE. And after that, we sang a song that we had mixed with different lyrics. After all universities got performed, we all just sang along Dangdut and dance together. Then we went to sleep.
And on the next day, kami bangun dan disambut dengan senam poco-poco bersama di pinggir pantai Anyer. Usai kami senam, saatnya pulang main! Kami main perlombaan tarik tambang dan bakiak di pinggir pantai. Dan ternyata, main ombak seseru itu! I thought it was the first time in my life for playing wave, so i feel so happy and excited. Even i know that my skin will get brown, tapi ya sudah tetap aja main di pinggir bersama ombak dan kawan-kawan Bazma. After all competition has finished, we played banana boat. I really excited because i never played Banana Boat yet. It's because i can't swim so I'm not brave enough to get into the sea. But yesterday, i just played Banana Boat! not because i can swim, but it's because "kapan lagi naik banana boat kalau bukan sekarang". And when i told my Dad i played Banana Boat, he scolded me because i can't swim and it was dangerous for me. HEHE maafkan aku Dad.
Acara berlanjut, we played colour run! WOW i'm so happy because (again) i never played it yet. Tapi lucunya abis main ini, walaupun gue sudah mandi, warna-warni di tangan tetap tidak mau hilang selama beberapa hari. Mana warna di tangan merah, sampai-sampai ditanyain sama Adik, karena dikira dia kuku tangan gue di coret-coret pakai sepidol Snowman merah.  After that, we also played (i don't know what is the name on this), well, i called it Smoke Colour! Some of scholars were hanging the smoke colour green, blue, and red (that means of the colour is about Pertamina). When the smoke was on, we all said thanks to Pertamina and Bazma for all things that they gave to us and waving to the Camera!
After that, we prepared to come home. We cleaned up ourself because of the sand are swarm our body. And jangan lupa sebelum kembali pulang, hal penting lainnya adalah: yap, pengambilan gambar!

Day 2, after listening some great speakers

Day 3, bermain ombak dan bubuk warna

Masih di hari ke-3, sebelum pulang, foto dulu.
Bazma Scholars - UI.

All i wanna do just say BIG THANKS to Allah for giving me such a beautiful presents. New friends, new family, new experiences. Thanks Bazma Pertamina for giving us such a good days for having fun and met great people! Alhamdulillah. Nersyukur banget ada kesempatan bertemu teman-teman yang baik dan bertemu dengan orang-orang hebat yang sangat inspiratif. Semoga lain kesempatan kita bisa bertemu lagi. InsyaAllah!